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03.26.05 - 11:12 pm Want to know what's going on? Me too. I have no idea. I'm so confused. MY OWN MIND IS CONFUSING ME. DAMN CA, BRAIN! Could I actually have romantic feelings toward someone? I haven't really felt like this for months (well, kind of, but that has to wait for summer!) and it's making me go insane. I can't think or speak without something coming out about this guy. I wont let myself have a crush on him because there could never be anything between us. For clarification because I know that I'd get these questions: he's our age, he lives in Portland, and he's not currently dating someone else. I think that covers all of my fake crushes since August. What a bummer for all of this stupid crap to be going down during one of the craziest weeks ever. The next two weeks will be full of pointless IB work, lacrosse straight for two weeks (yes, weekends too), prom, MUN, and a possible job interview. Busy like whoa. And I've got YOU to think about. Lucky me, he doesn't read livejournal. Not that he'd find out, anyway. I am master at hiding my feelings... LIAR! Dross and I were just talking about how we do not equal moms, and I was thinking about how awful of a mom I would be. Yikes. I'm just the cool aunt. Calvin, please have kids and let me spoil them with the massive amounts of cash that my insanely rich husband will give me. Damn, I've got my whole life planned out. Who says that I don't have direction?! Get my anthropology degree, marry rich, get my PHD in whatever I need to be an archaeologist, and then do some archaeology in my spare time. Biannual trips to Spain to look for more cool stuff. That's the life, yo. First I have to get over this cute homedog. Damn ca, spring fever!
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