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03.02.05 - 9:55 pm I am colorblind. Coffee black and egg white. Pull me out from inside. I am ready. I am ready. I am ready. I am. I've been feeling that song (Counting Crows - Colorblind) and the other two I downloaded ever since the drive to lacrosse practice today. I was laxing to 'Accidentally in Love' and I cannot get over the awesomeness of the parts of that song when they say "LOVE!" in the background..."What's the problem? I don't know, well, maybe I'm in love (LOVE!)" or, say, "Just to cure it 'cause I can't ignore it if it's love (LOVE!)" It makes me want to jump up and scream LOVE! Oh man I think that this song is so cute. I'm totally digging it. Okay back to the feeling-ness of these songs, it's totally getting me back into life. Ever since Mikey and I broke up I've been so out of the guy life. This has happened to me before, where I just think that I don't want a relationship. I start to think that I've come to this pinnacle of life where I am content just in being by myself. Then I listen to this music, feel what I used to feel, and I get kicked back into place. Coming off a seven month hiatus in actually liking someone is always weird. This is either the second or third time it's happened to me. But maybe I should clarify also that I'm not fully back into the life, I don't actually "like" anyone (can I be more 8th grade, please?). I'm just saying, I'm ready for spring and how it makes me feel. Oh man, now I'm listening to Crash by Dave Matthews Band. Shoot me now before it brings back even more happy memories. Haysoos I love this song and what it means to me. My mom is all up in my grill about finding a prom date. She doesn't understand that it really doesn't matter, especially this far in advance. I've got a dress, that's all I want. Date comes secondary, because there will always be someone who needs a date. Plus, it's what you do afterwords that counts. AND KATIE WILL BE IN TOWN! Yessssss.... Well this was another pointless entry, albeit pointless in a different way than normal. I don't like to talk about my internal 'romantic' struggles. I use 'romantic' extremely, extremely loosely. Tomorrow looks to be blah. Let's make it interesting.
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