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02.22.05 - 9:36 pm
That's right, peeps-a-leeps! We had our first practice today, and I am supremely confident that we are going to kick ass this year. Laura, Alyssa, and I make for an awesome captain crew that works with Tucker almost perfectly to manage our crazy crew. Practicing at Delta at 6 wont be that bad because I rock the carpool lane of I-5. Our carpool consists of Ella, Sarah, Jenna, and myself. YES AWESOME CARPOOL! It's pretty badass. The running wasn't all that bad. Today in Anthro I was talking to Ella about falling asleep while running, and so I tried just completely zoning out and thinking about something else while doing our long sprints, and it worked so incredibly well. Tucker yelled "GO!" and I immediately tuned to lunch today, our outing with Jenkins on Sunday, thinking in Spanish, practicing my out-of-body experiences, ANYTHING that got my mind off of what I was doing, and it made running not hurt at all. Sweeeeeeeet. So today I read the absolutely most heart-wrenchingly sweet and incredibly adorable livejournal post ever...it almost made me cry. I was so close to tears. I remembered when I felt as much as this person did, and I was actually saddened by my general apathetic lifestyle. Remember when I used to feel so much? Everything evoked some form of sentiment, yet now I almost don't care about life. I'm opportunistic in regards to the positive events yet ignore the negative ones. Is that a bad way to live? It takes a lot of effort to feel as much as I used to, yet when I felt good, I felt good. Is feeling good worth all of the bad feelings? Maybe this is something to contemplate tomorrow at conditioning practice. Once again, so much to say, yet such a lack of interest in writing it all out. Just walk into my brain sometime and take a tour. Life?
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